Shaking Out of Frame / Too Many Notes and Such Small Portions – Ben Nardolilli
Ben Nardolilli
Shaking Out of Frame
Trying to keep things Platonic with the philosophers,
and maintaining a safe distance with every kind of legacy
It’s difficult to be disinterested and still keep reading,
cultivating an attitude of detachment mixed with study
I’m not looking for a new God, or even a new guide,
this phase is just to gain the basic outlines of knowledge
Their views, their arguments, the commentary on them,
I have to get through it all before I find who to be ardent for
Yet how am I supposed to reach that point in studies
if I’m also trying to cast a lukewarm eye on their words?
They’re so many of them, and so little time to read,
freed of passion, I’m extremely rational, but everything blurs
Too Many Notes and Such Small Portions
Intermission or Intermezzo? No, I want to go back
to when the overture was playing, in fact,
way before the prelude, before the main piece set sail
and it was too late to see where the music was going
I want to dwell in the vibrations of that time,
when there was an opening,
a beginning, a fresh start and anticipation building,
before the curtains went up and the drama started
Yet that overture only brought with it
premonitions of the future, the rise and fall,
the drama and the comedy both leading to tragedy,
no, take me back further, to the silence before it all
About the Author
Ben Nardolilli currently lives in New York City. His work has appeared in Perigee Magazine, Red Fez, Danse Macabre, The 22 Magazine, Quail Bell Magazine, Elimae, The Northampton Review, Local Train Magazine, The Minetta Review, and Yes Poetry. He blogs at mirrorsponge.blogspot.com and is trying to publish his novels.